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Baby I'm missing you

♥

Things will never be the same without you..

WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS

Now i don't know what to do with myself.
Baby I'm missing you

i was editing my blog on bebo and was reading my blog on people that have passed away. As i was thinking about them, i was thinking how dumb i am.

My brother overdosed on herion and still i did drugs and drank til i Couldnt remember what happened the next day. That's messed up thats an very important lesson..your sibling dying from that stuff..and still i did it? Stupid ass. Starting to think that i am addicted...

Then the next person was Maraget Sayers. i remember her since i was a little girl. She would tell us how important it is to know our culture. i remember when i was a little i always said i would learn as much as i could about it. Now i dont think i could put a sentence in ojibwe together. i had all these elders to teach me if i only asked. i had my uncles, My aunts, My grandma, but i still didnt ask...

I am not skilled to understand
What God has w illed, what God has pl anned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me ; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior

That He would leave His place on hig h
And come for sinful m an to die
You count it st range, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

Chorus (2x's)
My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior's always th ere for me
My God: He was , my God; He is
My God is always gonna be

Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solac e from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior

That He wou ld leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange , so once did I
Before I knew